because of you..

Because of you..

I will not make The same mistakes that you did 
I will not let myself  'Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break The way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I watched you die,
I heard you cry Every night in your sleep
I was so young, you should have known Better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you, I am afraid

[Para la persona que me despreció desde antes de nacer; gracias por haberme hecho debil].

Te vas amor Si así lo quieres ¿Qué puedo yo hacer?, Tu vanidad no te deja entender Que en la pobreza se sabe querer. Y quiero llorar, Y me destroza que pienses así Y más que ahora me quede sin ti Me duele lo que tú vas a sufrir. Pero recuerda Nadie es perfecto Y tu lo veras Más de mil cosas mejores tendrás Pero cariño sincero jamás. Vete olvidando De esto que hoy dejas y que cambiarás Por la aventura que tu ya veras Será tu cárcel y nunca saldrás.

Your life is not a
fucking-fairytale princess
you don't get a
storybook ending with
prince charming
&and&
happily-ever-after
(...)

your life's screwed up

fucked-up-beyond-compare
you don't get the
man of your dreams
{but she does}

Do you really wanna be a princess darlin?
do you really think they get a
(happily-ever-after)?
Which one do you want to be?
Cinderella?SleepingBeauty?Ariel?

(...)
Cinderella
ranranran
|but|
she stumbled
then she f e l l
&and&
her (glass) slippers shattered into
[millionshundredsdozens] of
littlelittlepieces
&and&
rivulets of B L O O D flowed
downdowndown her arms and legs
and the tears dripped a steady stream
onto her hands

(...)
Sleeping Beauty
sleptsleptslept
waiting for a k i s s
that will never come
so-so-so
she never woke up
sweet dreams sweety!
you've got forever to have them!

(...)
Ariel
{the pretty little mermaid}
she got her l e g s
but her voice was
|gone|gone|gone|
she looked all over
for her preciouslittleprince
but he was gonegoneaway
married to another
much to her dismay

(...)
Do you still wanna be a princess hun?
Still want that {picture-perfect-life}
nonono!
You most certainly do not
It's not yours to have

()
She gets him
[the perfectlittleprince!]
andandand
you get no one
all by yourself
all A L O N E
|but|
don't worry
it could be worse!
(no really, it could!)

She gets to be the
PrettyLittlePrincess
butbutbut
princesses don't have
happy endings
andandand
you're day could still come my sweet
b u t until then
don't hold your breath
just be a good girl
|and|
GiveIn